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     In the summer of 2015, I desperately wanted to prove that leaving Sitel was not a mistake--especially since they did not want to rehire me a few months earlier (They probably felt that I chickened out as an RTA, or maybe I spoke some things they did not want to hear after Pat was falsely accused of petty offenses). I was going to work for a competitor, but turned it down after wanting to desperately wanting to get back into the classroom. Even though Mr Walters acted hesitantly about my abilities, I wanted to show everyone at CCA that I needed to be there. Like so many times in the past, I would struggle after what I felt was a strong start. I was told in January 2016 that I would not be renewed. I felt that the Board was using my health issues to get back at me. I also felt they were biased because I did not attend church at Vibrant. All this time I felt that Walters was over-protective of me. Them forcing me to resign started a downward spiral of wanting to get as far away from Columbus as quickly as possible. Even being a sub did not give me a sense of purpose. An unfruitful experience with AFLAC after obtaining my insurance license, a job offer as a teacher in a small town near Meridian that was rescinded a few days after the principal offered it to me, and ongoing battles with our landlord seemed to make me hate life even more. Plus I felt continued antagonism from CCA (after they did not believe me that former students were harassing me) and feeling cast aside by churches like New Journey, Wesley, and the giving but liberal UBC.

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